This is not right. I am speechless.
There are about 5000 things I’d like to say but I can’t. Not that I don’t think they’re right. I think they ARE right, just not right for the occasion.
I’m not sure if talking to him is the right thing to do. I mean, we’ve been talking, and talking again. We’ve been opening and closing this “thing” we have. This is case is closed, as far as I am concerned. And I am happy now.
And I am in love with someone I’ve been with for almost 10 months now. I’m happy. We are getting stronger, and we’re growing closer. I’m reveling in the feeling. He is the only person I ever sincerely planned a future with.
I want him in my present and my future, like I had no past, because my life started when he came along.