The Diary of an Insomniac

This is not my idea of Christmas

I’m at the edge of keeping other people out again.

Sooner or later I’ll be left alone, probably happier that way. This storm will rage on and on, and I’m losing faith.

Okay, cut the crap. This isn’t my Multiply page.

I want him to stay away, because I can’t forgive him for what he’s done.

I don’t know what to feel.

I can’t stop him from doing things he wants to do. And even if I disapprove, he’ll still do it. I know, because we’re made of the same stuff. He’ll do it again, “just for kicks”.

Was he even thinking about what I’d feel?

He’s so unfair.

Life’s so unfair. I can’t believe how hurtful this relationship can get.

I suddenly want out.