Sat
Dec
20
Greeeen.
Love drives me to the edge of sanity. I didn’t want to feel awkward. I didn’t want to feel like I’m losing control, but I did. So I pushed down a shot of tequila, and now it’s worse. It’s not pain, it’s irritation, only aggravated by the fact that I’m so far away.
And he’s there with her.
I know she’s stupid. But he could get stupid too. Her stupidity is contagious.
Why am I feeling this way? Is this jealousy? I guess this is it.
SO THIS IS HOW JEALOUSY FEELS. Like my gut is being turned over and over.
And I can’t help it.
If he cheats on me, or does something behind my back, I’ll know. I’ll know for sure.
