And then, there are those days when all I want to do is sleep.
I feel the need to sleep because I want to escape.
Today, I listened to someone talk about sci-fi. I’m not a huge fan, but I appreciate stuff like these, being a budding writer, so to speak. Then I thought, “Am I that stupid?” I can’t even ask a question. And the paper I’m supposed to write is still in Level 1 - Preparatory stage.
Gahd, what do I need to do with myself? I feel stupid. I don’t want to tell myself I am, but compared to my peers and my other classmates, I don’t think I’m making sense. I always seem to be in a state of half-sleep. Am I weird or am I just plain stupid?
What do I do? I think I’m reading enough stuff to last a lifetime. But I need more than this. Maybe I just don’t talk that much. Maybe I need to share what’s in my head.
Get ready for criticism.
